“If a man’s hair has fallen from his head, he is bald but he is clean." (Lev 13:40)
Dear family and friends,
When they told me I might experience temporary bald spots in the areas where the radiation passed through, I figured the Pentateuch might have something encouraging to say about that, and I was happy to confirm that it does. See quote above. And none too soon, because I'm actually starting to experience funny radiation-related baldness patterns.
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| They say it will grow back - what color, I don't know |
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You might not have (almost certainly haven't) noticed that I was
already losing my hair, but now I feel like I already lost - a bet. I think
radiation and losing a bet are the only possible explanations. |
If I ever see someone with equally...distinguished...balding patterns, I'm going to feel a lot more empathy for him. Temporary or not, it's pretty trivial, and I can just cut my hair closer and more frequently, and
she's stuck with me
and all these kids now anyway.
One of the times I was enjoying my barium smoothie (I think it was
this time), I noticed a gentleman in the waiting room who had a distinct Holstein pattern of hair coloration.
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1) I think that's a painting (??)
2) I have nothing to do with the angling or shadowing, but don't you think it really adds...something?
3) Knock knock.
Who's there?
The Interrupting Cow.
The Interrupt-
Moo. |
I think this painting illustrates (heh, heh) my point about the pattern of this gentleman's hair color. At the time, I assumed it was a personal style choice. Hey, not my style, but you want a black and white cow pattern, fella? Good for you. Now I wonder if he had the selective balding and it came back white. The two times I've been on immunotherapy, I've had mysterious spots in my hair just randomly go gray.
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That upper right one is the original, vintage ca 2007.
It is referred to as "The Cool Guy Spot" around here.
The others appeared during Cancer 2.0 |
So that could be the radical superhero-type change catalyzed by the radiation. I'll admit, when I brought the praying mantis into the first radiation session and allowed it to bite me, I expected something much more extraordinary, but I guess I'll just have to make it look cool when and if it happens. Those who are limited by tamer assumptions probably think the gray spots are some auto-immune reaction to the immunotherapy. Whatever.
Okay, side effects of the new medications? None confirmed, and I've mostly felt totally fine since I started them in mid-April. About 2 weeks ago, I started having some foot pain, and more recently knee pain when I wake up in the morning. My oncologist says it might be the drugs but isn't 100% convinced. It might just be that I'm getting old and achy. Come to think of it, I was tempted to complain about my bum knee, but I'm pretty sure that was drowned out by one of the kids' complaining about the wrong kind of peanut butter or something.
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Some of the techniques in this house for handling this type of situation: "Do you have a polite question you'd like to ask?" "In THIS family, we don't declare, 'I want...'" "You get what you get, and you don't get upset." "What would a little girl/boy in THIS family who didn't want jelly say?" |
Anyway, the pain sure seems to be connected to the time when the medication probably would start having its effects. But sore joints aren't one of the listed side effects. Either way, I'm managing fine with Motrin, and other than that, nothing that seems like a side effect. I feel great and even managed to take my three Boy Scouts plus Frankie (7) camping with their troop.
Okay, that's it. Just a quick update on how things are going.
With prayers and fortitude for you,
Jim
In the middle of labor with our sixth. This humor was perfectly timed - thank you. Will offer some of the pain for you.
ReplyDeleteHa! Offering some of the aches for a smooth delivery.
DeleteGlad everything is going smoothly for YOU! : )
ReplyDeleteThank you! Be assured of our prayers for you.
DeleteThak you for sharing all this experience with us. I'm from Perú, Southamerica, and I'm trying to be a honest catholic, I mean a coherent catholic but it seems hard to me at the moment, but with your post and your sense of humor makes me think about what it really means "be happy".
ReplyDeleteThanks so much and pray for me and my family. I will pray for you and your family also.
It IS hard, Sergio. The Christian life is demanding. We have the human faculties of the intellect and the will to help us. Intellect to help me acknowledge that those around me who live the Christian life the best are actually the happiest. Will to help me overcome my inclinations to laziness, comfort, and the easy road; and to help me with the choice to be happy and joyful. Another great thing to do is to acknowledge the demands of the Christian life and to be sure to dust off some of the wonderful, traditional ways to celebrate throughout the year. My wife has made it her mission in life to try to help people build a fun Catholic culture within their homes and communities. See her blog articles on the liturgical year and feasts at https://catholicallyear.com/blog/category/liturgical-year/
DeleteKeep praying for the grace, the faith, the fortitude, and all the virtues necessary to live in the coherent way you are trying to live. If it's not working, pray more. Say rosaries, go to Mass a few times during the week. Do you have someone you can go to get spiritual advice from? If you're in Lima, I know just the guy for you. Email me through the blog at fortitudineblog@gmail.com
Be assured of my prayers